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Recent CommentsMichaelM. : 2011-08-27 19:43:47
From Post: Acid casualties: the 'Sheet Eaters'I did LSD about 2 or 300 times between 15 and 21. I had done 3 or 4 hits at a time and stuff like that, but never done a "heroic" dose. But it never bothered me or scared me - I would sit trying to make my visions even more twisted.
But...one day I got this strange acid from this guy - strange because it was contained in this hits that were like tiny capsules. I took one and an hour and a half later, felt extremely weak effects, so I thought I'd take the other. I put it in my mouth and bit down, and felt a TRICKLE down my throat. It's possible that whoever dosed it put too much of a blob in that one.
An hour later I was more stoned than I'd ever been on anything ever (which is pretty impressive considering the amount of trips I'd taken and pot smoked). I was fine with it all until I smoked a bunch of hash. Now this always DID have the effect of doubling, tripling, quadrupling my acid buzzes. But it turned out not to be a great thing to do that night. I was immediately so out there it's very hard to describe. I enjoyed it for a bit, until somehow or other, I had "figured out" everything - I was at the gates of knowledge and KNEW what was relatively forbidden to know. Right at that instant, the trip turned to nightmare and finally finally finally, I'd met my match - I was terrified that I would go insane. The visuals were beyond understanding and I held onto myself for the rest of the night.
I tripped low dose two more times and then decided not to take acid anymore. For years before that, I'd had residual tracers and visuals nearly all the time, but it never bothered me. A few times after that bad trip, I had that major nightmare state come back a couple of times for no reason, weaker of course. I smoked pot for another year or so and stopped that just because it was time. THEN - when I tried pot about a year later again, I could only smoke certain amounts of it without lapsing back into that nightmare state. I stopped again, and tried it again about a year later, and even the smallest amount would send me back there. THEN I started meditation - and if I went too deep in my meditation, that state would come back.
So I began to understand that I had accessed something that wasn't going to go away. And it never has. It's been part gift and part nightmare. I've learned how to control it and let it enrich my life, but it's taken 20 years.
I opened up something too soon - and it was frigging SCARY for quite awhile. I've been reading about "heroic" doses where people purposely take 50 hits or whatever. I would never suggest this to anyone. Stupid.
guest : 2011-08-27 00:41:22
From Post: 'Spice' incense contains designer cannabinoidsOk i have never smoked anything besisdes cigarettes my entire life. I took 3 hits off this doogwood stuff and for about 20 minutes i just felt like i was buzzed. Everything was fuzzy and shiny and i remember taking a breath in slomotion. It was really fun but now im shitting bricks because appertnley MEPS can test for spice.
dononamous. : 2011-08-26 13:53:08
From Post: Cannibis Sativa Genome SequencedDGAF will hemp seed be cheaper
Amber. : 2011-08-25 22:08:09
From Post: 'Spice' incense contains designer cannabinoidsI smoke spice like everyday. I mean I guess some people can handle it and some can't. I've tried all kinds, Buddha, 7H, Marley, Cloud 9, Blueberry, Bubblegum and like a million more. Some have different effects. I've smoked spice with a bunch of different people and have seen over half of the people I smoke with freak out. I freaked out once, the room was spinning, the ceiling fan was making me nauseous, and I just shut my eyes and thought about how sad my family was gunna be cause I was about to die. A girl I smoke with on a daily basis, once we were driving in a busy town she had to pull over she got out of her car and was screaming telling me she wasn't okay I couldn't do much I was too stoned. If you do smoke this shit the key is moderation, a blunt split by two people will blow you away. I'd stick with like 2-3 hits of a pipe or a baby joint and leave it.
Cassie. : 2011-08-25 22:05:00
From Post: Junkie saves child with NarcanThe people that one would get Narcan from are government funded needle exchanges. They have you watch a 15 minute video & then you sign for it. I also was a drug addict who was saved by Narcan & I have seen at least 5 other people who have been saved by it! There was a time when I would have liked to overdose & surprisingly never did!!!! I have been clean for going on 4 years am now a full time student in college w/ a 9 month old baby who I take care of by myself since her dad lives in another state! Most people who get clean & stay clean are people who have an amazing support system and realize that hey life is good and go off to do better things! You people who are talking sh*t are the selfish ignorant ones! Would you like to tell me you have never made mistakes before?!?!
chris 1974. : 2011-08-25 20:17:23
From Post: US Senate and House bills seek to ban synthetic cannabinoids and stimulantsI think this is a war waged on senthetics cause they are legal and money is being lost from not arresting people for pot as much many smokers have switched to senthetic. Not making enough probation money.why go to jail when u can get hi legal.
Crackhead. : 2011-08-25 15:32:40
From Post: Cannibis Sativa Genome SequencedCannibis? Never heard of, where can I get this new drug? ...
notes on True Beauty..signed, He loves *me..8/25/2011. : 2011-08-25 11:42:46
From Post: 'Tweak' author Nic Sheff on relapseove
song It's a fear that keeps me wide awake In the middle of the night When the expectations are too great And the bar gets raised too high So I do the best with what I've got And hope that no one knows That I strain to see how high I can Try to stand on these toes Until I'm measured, but You know better (Chorus) So, thank-You, Jesus Even when You see us just as we are Fragile and frail and so far From who we want to be So, thank-You, Jesus Even when the pieces are broken and small Dreams shatter and scatter like the wind Thank-You, even then So I put aside the masquerade And admit that I am not okay Which may not be the thing to say But I'm not ashamed to need You more each day (Chorus) So, thank-You, Jesus Even when the pieces are broken and small Dreams shatter and scatter like the wind Thank-You, even then We raise the standard and try to reach You But we'll never make it, and we don't need to Nichole Nordeman- Even Then - YouTube Navigation: N \ Nichole Nordeman \ Even Then donnie. : 2011-08-25 10:42:47
From Post: Fake weed causing hallucinationsi love it i smoke it everyday and can still pass a drug test
donnie. : 2011-08-25 08:42:04
From Post: Fake weed causing hallucinationsi smoke it everyday and have tripped out a few times and love it cause i can pass a drug test , if you idiots cant hang with the big dogs then get the fuck off the porch !!!!!!
gina. : 2011-08-24 19:39:59
From Post: Ketamine for depression and bipolar disordersCan Ryan Hubbard email me mantra51@gmail.com
Seymour Buds. : 2011-08-24 15:38:13
From Post: Carl Sagan on PotStephen,
Have fun licking my shoes when I trounce you in the corporate ladder. 10 years of smoking reefer and I've still never touched anything else (except for hallucinogenic mushrooms, one time, when I couldn't smoke because work was drug testing me). Anyway Carl Sagan will always be my hero, I identify closely with his experience with marijuana. My introduction to pot was during my sophomore year in highschool. I immediately began getting stoned and going to AP Calculus (1st period). I ended up taking two separate AP Calc classes that year (AB & BC for those in the know) and scored top marks (5/5) on both final exams. Since then, the story has remained the same: 1. Get baked 2. Go to work 3. Outperform the muggles (non-potheads) 4. Laugh all damn day Joe. : 2011-08-24 07:43:21
From Post: 'Spice' incense contains designer cannabinoidsHere's my advice: Don't treat spice like weed. It is much stronger and will f*ck you up if you hit it too hard. Take a small/moderate hit and then wait for a good 5 or 10 minutes. Especially if it's your first time. Be cautious because if you get too much you will experience horrors you didn't think were possible. People that are telling you not to do it aren't just making sh*t up. It can mess you up bad.
I have had terrible experiences and ridiculously good ones. It is possible to learn how to do this drug so it is very enjoyable every time. I recommend finding a good brand and sticking with it. Some aren't as good as others. I smoked a brand called Turbo potpourri and if you can find it I would recommend. There are definitely some good ones out there but this sh*t makes me feel like I'm on ecstasy and high at the same time. Best high ever IMO.
Poelster. : 2011-08-23 04:31:14
From Post: Cannibis Sativa Genome SequencedA Dutch newspaper said the DNA sequence would be posted on a free accessible server of Amazon..
Poelster. : 2011-08-23 04:08:15
From Post: Modified ecstasy 'attacks blood cancers'For whom is interested, here is the research article;
[link] Adam. : 2011-08-22 20:38:39
From Post: Cannibis Sativa Genome SequencedYes it will be posted publicly, as stated in the second paragraph of the article.
Johnathan. : 2011-08-22 18:13:49
From Post: Modified ecstasy 'attacks blood cancers'That would be a 100-fold increase in the drug's action against certain types of cancer, not a 100-fold increase its other, more well known effects :)
alice templet. : 2011-08-22 17:22:56
From Post: Today in scare stories: ketamine!i love ketamine i get so high i like fuck
drea. : 2011-08-21 16:37:22
From Post: 'Spice' incense contains designer cannabinoidshas anyone smoked "head trip" spice?
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